Should I or should I not?

I'm here to rant :| Sorry for the inconvenience.

It's 1:28 in the morning and I seriously should be sleeping right now. I've been thinking about so many things lately and it's been bothering me.

Before I entered college, I had a very hard time deciding what to take and what to focus on. My parents were telling me to major in Accountancy, but I didn't want it because I seriously suck in Math. Like seriously! Lol. Because I really didn't like what they wanted for me, they made me decide for myself. That's why I ended up with Business Administration which I didn't know beforehand that an Accounting subject in that major would be bloody hell hard :| Trust me, it was really hard for me.

Anyhoo, these past few months without doing anything but bumming in front of a laptop sure sucked big time but made me realize what I really want for my future. I've been thinking of changing the path that I took last year and major in Journalism :D This is something new about me but I'm willing to give it a try. I told Dad about this earlier, he frowned and said that I have no future if I choose this. I really don't know about it yet, but I want to take that certain risk. For the first time in my life, I was really sure of this when I made the decision.

Now's the big question, should I or should I not change my path? :|

Say what!

I'm not THAT happy.

LAYER 1: ON THE OUTSIDE.
Name: Nadine
Birth Date: November 3
Current Location: Naga City, Philippines
Hair Color: Brownish reddish black
Righty/Lefty: Righty

LAYER 2: ON THE INSIDE.
Your fear: Being alone.
Your dream of the perfect date: The perfect boy. The rest doesn’t matter.
Goals you’d like to achieve: Independence.

LAYER 3: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW.
Your thoughts first waking up: What time is it?
Your best physical feature: Eyes.
Your bed time: 12 am - 5 am, depends on the day.
Your most missed memory: Being with friends, my best friend ~.~

LAYER 4: YOUR PICK.
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
McDonald’s or Burger King: McDonald’s.
Single or Group Dates: Group Dates
Adidas or Nike: Nike? I'm not a big fan.
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate.
Cappuccino or Coffee: Coffee.

LAYER 5: DO YOU.
Smoke: I tried but no.
Cuss: All the fucking time.
Take showers: Everyday.
Have a crush: Yes.
Like school: No.
Believe in yourself: Sometimes yes.
Believe what goes around comes around: Yes.
Believe everything happens for a reason: Yes.
Think you’re a health freak: I am now!

LAYER 6: IN THE PAST MONTH.
Gone to the mall: Yes.
Been on stage: No.
Eaten sushi: Yes.
Been hurt: Yes.
Dyed your hair: Yes.

LAYER 7: HAVE YOU EVER.
Played a stripping game: No.
Kissed the same sex: Yes, duh.
Got beaten up: Not really.
Changed who you were to fit in: I guess.

LAYER 8: GETTING OLD.
Age you’re hoping to be married by: 29-32.
Number of kids you’re planning on having: 3-5

LAYER 9: IN A GIRL/GUY.
Best eye color: All of them.
hair color: All of them. I love hair.
short or long hair: Long, baby.
Looks or personality: Both, but 70% personality, 30% looks.
Fun or serious: A little bit of both.

LAYER 10: WHAT WERE YOU DOING.
1 MINUTE AGO: This.
1 HOUR AGO: Internet.
1 WEEK AGO: Internet.
1 YEAR AGO: Internet.

LAYER 11: FINISH THE SENTENCE.
I FEEL: Really happy!
I HATE: The guy I last kissed :|
I HIDE: What people don't need to see.
I NEED: Something/someone to make me happy all the time.
I LOVE: Everything/everyone that surrounds me (:

WANTS FOR MY 18TH (:

Obviously, these are the things I want for my birthday which is on the 3rd of November. Lol. I'm posting it right now because these are what I really want right now, and when I mean right now, as in NOW. Early gifts are much much MUCH appreciated! Hahahaha! If you don't know what my address is, you can always e-mail me mmkayyy? Hahahaha! I'm not expecting all of these but at least a close copy of 'em would be great! Last October 21st, I already posted things I wanted but it doesn't mean I won't like those stuffs anymore, these are just additionS to the list ;) Lol, FACEBOOK WISH LIST. I might still add stuffs I want in a few months before the said date. Mehganon? Hahaha! Ma-feeling much? Lol.

I'm serious about him :">

Weathered Hobo Bag, Forever 21 - Anything alike would be good too.

Two-tone fedora straw, Urban Outfitters - Anything with the same style would be good!

Titan Purple, Skullcandy - I posted 3 kinds of earphones. I only want one of 'em ;)

Studded owl ring, Urban Outfitters - I'm kinda addicted to any kind of owl design right now so anything will do.

Smokin Bud Tokidoki, Skullcandy - This one's cuuuuute :">

Skool Girl Doodle Slip On, Vans - I've been eye-ing this for months now, I didn't know it comes in black too :O So any of the two will do. Please be thoughtful! Hahahaha!

Riot Purple/White/Blue, Skullcandy

Reptile Embossed Shoulder Bag, Forever 21 - As I have said, any kind of messenger bag will do :D I'm not that choosy. Well, I'm very very choosy. Just figure it out ;)

Quilted Bow Shoulder Bag, Forever 21 - A close copy of a bag like that will do ;)

Pave Headphones Necklace, Urban Outfitters

Mesh Bow Ring, Forever 21 - Any bow ring will do! As in, any! :"> As long as it's a bow.

Melt in Paris Stud Set, Forever 21 - Any stud earrings will do! I lost all of my studs so I need new one's :(

Lucky Charms Hair Pins, Forever 21 - I don't need an exact one, I just need something to put in my hair.

LOVE Nameplate Necklace, Forever 21

Layered Slip-on, Vans

iPod Touch Case Purple - Any purple case will do :"> But I won't be needing this if I don't get my next wish ;)

iPod Touch 8gb :"> :"> :"> :"> Please?

Hookah Shisha in Purple - Okay, this one's a joke, I don't smoke :"> Hahahaha! But I won't mind getting one. ~.~ I'm kidding.

Flowered Tea Party Slip-On, Vans - Just because I'm into flowery stuffs right now.

Filigree Leaf Headband, Urban Outfitters - Trust me, if you're a close friend, you know that any kind of headband will do ;)

Cultural Bangle Set, Forever 21 - Any design will do.

Charm Cord, American Eagle

Bubble Watch, Tokidoki - Now, I'm in love :">

Bow Ring, Urban Outfitters - Another example of a bow ring.

Cyber-shot Digital Camera TX5 - http://www.sonystyle.com/webapp/wcs/stores/servlet/ProductDisplay?storeId=10151&catalogId=10551&langId=-1&productId=8198552921666122654#additionalImage1"

I hope my parents approve of a tattoo :"> I promise it would be something significant.

Elmo Magalona (@SuperElmo) would be okay too if you can't give me Justin Bieber (:

A video message of him would be great :">

For comments/inquiries email me at nadine.macandog@gmail.com

P.S. I'm serious! Hahaha! Don't let me down ~.~

Photo Credit: Google Images, Forever21, Sony, TokiDoki, Urban Outfitters, Vans, SkullCandy